Open Your eyes

Looking back I clearly see
what it is that's killing me
Through the eyes of one I know
I see a vision once let go
I had it all
Constantly it burdens me
Hard to trust and can't believe
Lost the faith and lost the love
When the day is done

Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one
On and on we stand alone
Until our day has come
When they open their eyes
And realize we are one

I love the way I feel today
But how I know the sun will fade
Darker days seem to be
What will always live in me
But still I run

It's hard to walk this path alone
Hard to know which way to go
Will I ever save this day
Will it ever change

Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one

Still today we carry on
I know our day will come
When they open their eyes
And realize we are one

Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one
(its hard to walk this path alone
hard to know which way to go)
Will they open their eyes
and realize we are one
(lost the faith and lost the love when the day is done)

Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one

Pulang...

di balik senyumnya tersembunyi pelbagai misteri tentang dirinya. Senyum kala sedang tertindas, tertawa kala sedang sedih. Luasnya hati yng dimiliki merupakan bagian hidupnya yang terus membhagaiankan orang untu slealu berasamanya... namun terkadang terpuruk letik tanpa daya tanpa .... ketika kaki mulai lelah untuk berpijak lagi.

angin malam hanyalah teman tidurku
cahaya lilin penghangatkan mimpiku
nyanyian serangga malam bwaku terbang.


Adakah disana dunia berbeda
seperti bocah bremain tanpa beban
tertawa riang penuh mimpi


langkah terasa berat
aku ingin pulang.

Virgintas, important ou pas ?

yah cuma judaul ajah... isinya udah di hapus karena malenggar UU anti pornoaksi dan pornograpi


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Hidup penuh perjuangan,
mimpi adalah kunci untuk kita menudukkan dunia

laskar pelangi
takkan terikat waktu , bebaskan mimpi warnai bintang jiwa

menarilah dan terus tertawa
bersyukurlah pada yang kuasa
cinta kita didunia selamanya.

cinta kepada hidup senyuman abadi
hidup tak adil tapi cinta lengkapi kita

laskar pelangi
takkan terikat waktu
jangan berhenti mewarnai jutaan mimpi

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adaptation from nidji - laskar pelangi ost.

Seekor bidadari

dahan ini tak pernah baik untukmu.
dahankun selalu kering terkikis kemunafikan dan kesombongan.

rapuh terlena janji janji palsu
kering terbakar kecemburuan

andai kuucap jangan pergi wahai bidadari
aku akan mati terbunuh sepi
andai kau ucap semoga bahagia
aku akan mati tenggelam dalam kenangan

jika kau mencintaiku hanya dalam mimpi maka birakan lah aku tidur slamanya.

SHE MAKES ME MAD !!!!

well... i thought she was okay and accept me as what i am. why does she always remind that matter. Its been 2 years. i know what i am doing was bad thing, calling you like a terrorist. But, at that time i missed you a lot.
today, every times we meet you act like that i was such a loser, a freak. And if you think that was a huge mistake then i am really sorry. But come on, that longs you hate me even to say hello so hard to do.
I don't wanna be respected. The other day we break our relationship, we promise that we act like a friend nothing more i want from you. I am sorry that i can be your best one. Just you have to know that what ever its i still love you.
The reason you give me doesn't make sense to me.. i know you have another one to talk about and i am ready to her it good or worse.

how far is too far
how soon is too soon
how close is too close
how late is too late

crying released the memories
begging started the loneliness
dying ....

think positive
move forward
take it easy


problems not for avoided
problems for faced


i am really mad knowing you that times.
you are my best one. although i can't be your best.