SHE MAKES ME MAD !!!!

well... i thought she was okay and accept me as what i am. why does she always remind that matter. Its been 2 years. i know what i am doing was bad thing, calling you like a terrorist. But, at that time i missed you a lot.
today, every times we meet you act like that i was such a loser, a freak. And if you think that was a huge mistake then i am really sorry. But come on, that longs you hate me even to say hello so hard to do.
I don't wanna be respected. The other day we break our relationship, we promise that we act like a friend nothing more i want from you. I am sorry that i can be your best one. Just you have to know that what ever its i still love you.
The reason you give me doesn't make sense to me.. i know you have another one to talk about and i am ready to her it good or worse.

how far is too far
how soon is too soon
how close is too close
how late is too late

crying released the memories
begging started the loneliness
dying ....

think positive
move forward
take it easy


problems not for avoided
problems for faced


i am really mad knowing you that times.
you are my best one. although i can't be your best.